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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 8:41 PM



So alot has been going on. Mainly the same old crap with my parents and the divorce. But now theres something new. Yippee! (sarcastic there!)

Well my dad says he cant live with me any longer and its driving him crazy! I feel like totall crap! On top of that his ONLY solution is to send me to a home/assisted living. I DO NOT WANT THAT!! Im not a retard! I can do things by myself! It just takes me a little longer than normal and is harder for me.

BUT I CAN DO IT!!

The main reason is because of my glasses. they fall off my face and make me look retared. SERIOUSLY! Im not joking! But im scared to get into my contacts! It scares the shit outta me!! But I know I have to! Ive been putting it off too long.

So Im supposedly going back to MN on dec. 1 or so I think. I might stay with my aunt and uncle for a couple months. But the problem is how I will get around and who will pay for me and all that crap. I'd stay till i took the SATs on Jan 28th and from there apply to USF.

I would get a job in MN if I was staying longer but most likely Im going back to florida for college if i make it.

BUT! If i cant find a place to stay or some one to "take care of me" Ill have to go back to china! and I dont want that!!! *dies* But that all depends on my dads job too!! If he gets a new contract or goes back to the us which doesnt pay well at all!!!

It looks as if Ill be going back for chirstmas and such staying with various family but from there is unknown! I might be in an assisted living place!!! I DONT WANT THAT!! My dad takes me for some kinda idiot! the other day he said I could EVEN DIAL A PHONE!!! What does he take me for!?!?!?

so its all confusing and gets me down. plus my mom doesnt really want anything to do with it. I dont know if ill see her at all. she wants to visit me in MN because her bf is there. But i wanna go to florida and see my cat and friends!! so its all one BIG GIANT MESS!!

sooooo!!! *changes topic* other than that things are going ok. Im still doing the SAT course and everyother week I take a 4+ hours SAT prep test! (its killer X_x ) thats going well just im brain dead at the end of it! I think im doing ok but the math is still hard...i forgotten everything!!!!

I hope I can work on cosplays once I get back to the Us and stay awhile. I dont know if Ill be able to be there for detour or not i really dont know!!! *crosses fingers*

Thats about all thats going on! My Visa has been fixed finally! (but ends Jan 8th so well have to renew it ONCE AGAIN!!) but anyways yeah! Just been doing my christmas list!! I have 4 ppl down and 4 to go!!! (not including family) so yeah! I have a good idea what to get!

well thats it!! Hope you all are doing well!!

LOVE LOVE :blowkiss:

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This Empty Feeling...

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 8:24 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
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Update + Plans

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 7:48 PM
  • Mood: Content
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Well so far everythings been going pretty ok! (for the most part) theres still crap going on but Ive decided not to talk about that for awhile. Its tireing.....*sigh*

But I did post pics of my Rhyme Bito WIP cosplay! I hope ppl like them! ^.^ No ones really commented about it or anything so I dont know if I did a good job or not... so yeah..I would kinda like feedback on it! *nods* It would be much appreciated! AND remember its not finished yet so yeah....XD

But it looks like I WILL be COMING BACK FOR CHRISTMAS!!! W00T!!! *happy dance* But that all could change in a second....>.> but as of now I will be coming back! I might stay for all the holidays and then all of January until I take the SAT's on Jan 28th. Then I would have to come back to china it looks like...but thats if my dads contract works out.

I REALLY dont wanna come back to china! I hate it here! It was nice at first, but its not a place someone my age should live and I have things I need to do like SAT's and applying for college.

As far as my cosplay progress goes, I sadly dont thing I will be able to make the stuff for Anime Detour. Im gonna work REALLY hard on them when I come back to the cities for awhile, but that wont be enought time. PLUS most of my stuff is in storage back in Florida...so idk how that would work out. Ill be visiting florida but its too much of a hassel and everything to bring it back up north, expecially when I dont even have a place to stay yet.

So like before everythings just hanging in the air. I wish I knew more about what is going to happen but stuff is just pretty messed up right now. so yeah...-_-

I sooo badly want to work on cosplays!!!! Its killing me!! *dies* X_x But they dont have the stuff I need to work on it here...LIKE A SEWING MACHINE!!!! so idk.....

I really want to stay in touch with all you guys! I miss you sooo increadibly much! *huggles tightly* But I will see you soon!

I still havent seen very many pics from all of your guys halloween! I would L-O-V-E to see them!!!

Well thats all for now folks!

LOVE LOVE :heart:


OH! P.S-- My Visa thing was still messed up! we got it last week and they only extended it for 2 weeks more! So we had to go thru this big ordeal and stuff. My dads company helped out this time but in order to I needed to get a physical!!! *dies* I was sooo scared!! It was creepy too! I hated it! (not going into details...>.<;) But we basically had to do all that crap over again and PAY LOTS MORE MONEY!! China just wants to cheat ppl out of money thats all they care about!! So now they are gonna extend it for 2 more months thankfully...but then we have to get it redone YET AGAIN!!! its a totall pain in the ass....

SO....

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 7:56 PM
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  • Eating: warhead sour gummys!
  • Drinking: Caramel Macchiato mmmmmmm...
I hope everyone had a good Halloween! Mine sucked soo bad! I went out once to get food dressed in my kitty costume but that was about it. The rest of the day I just sat and watched horror movies the whole night. (not that I dont like that! XD)


Just wished it could have been better. Halloween is my fav holiday and it was a total bust! Im really dissapointed about it. But nothing I can do now.....*grumble grumble*

I hope ppl had fun with their parties and what not! I expect to see pics!!! ^w^

LOVE LOVE :heart:

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Thu Oct 29, 2009, 5:01 PM
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