So alot has been going on. Mainly the same old crap with my parents and the divorce. But now theres something new. Yippee! (sarcastic there!)

Well my dad says he cant live with me any longer and its driving him crazy! I feel like totall crap! On top of that his ONLY solution is to send me to a home/assisted living. I DO NOT WANT THAT!! Im not a retard! I can do things by myself! It just takes me a little longer than normal and is harder for me.

BUT I CAN DO IT!!

The main reason is because of my glasses. they fall off my face and make me look retared. SERIOUSLY! Im not joking! But im scared to get into my contacts! It scares the shit outta me!! But I know I have to! Ive been putting it off too long.

So Im supposedly going back to MN on dec. 1 or so I think. I might stay with my aunt and uncle for a couple months. But the problem is how I will get around and who will pay for me and all that crap. I'd stay till i took the SATs on Jan 28th and from there apply to USF.

I would get a job in MN if I was staying longer but most likely Im going back to florida for college if i make it.

BUT! If i cant find a place to stay or some one to "take care of me" Ill have to go back to china! and I dont want that!!! *dies* But that all depends on my dads job too!! If he gets a new contract or goes back to the us which doesnt pay well at all!!!

It looks as if Ill be going back for chirstmas and such staying with various family but from there is unknown! I might be in an assisted living place!!! I DONT WANT THAT!! My dad takes me for some kinda idiot! the other day he said I could EVEN DIAL A PHONE!!! What does he take me for!?!?!?

so its all confusing and gets me down. plus my mom doesnt really want anything to do with it. I dont know if ill see her at all. she wants to visit me in MN because her bf is there. But i wanna go to florida and see my cat and friends!! so its all one BIG GIANT MESS!!

sooooo!!! *changes topic* other than that things are going ok. Im still doing the SAT course and everyother week I take a 4+ hours SAT prep test! (its killer X_x ) thats going well just im brain dead at the end of it! I think im doing ok but the math is still hard...i forgotten everything!!!!

I hope I can work on cosplays once I get back to the Us and stay awhile. I dont know if Ill be able to be there for detour or not i really dont know!!! *crosses fingers*

Thats about all thats going on! My Visa has been fixed finally! (but ends Jan 8th so well have to renew it ONCE AGAIN!!) but anyways yeah! Just been doing my christmas list!! I have 4 ppl down and 4 to go!!! (not including family) so yeah! I have a good idea what to get!

well thats it!! Hope you all are doing well!!

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